Many Waters Cannot Quench Love Nor Can Rivers Wash It Away
Many waters cannot quench love nor can rivers wash it away. Believe it or not it is true. This is what I realized this weekend love will not disappear if it is real.
When you are alone the weekend is probably the hardest time to pass. During the week you keep yourself busy with your job and daily chores so you do not feel sad and lonely. Since it was Saturday I tried to find something to do that would not remind me of him. I know some people can live alone and do stuffs alone but the problem is I am not that kind of person.
On Saturday I asked a girlfriend to come with me for a long walk at one of the places we used to walk together during the weekends. I love long walks in the nature they make me happy. Although the walk was good I felt so empty and lonely I could not connect. I cannot talk to anyone about anything. Not even why we broke up. No one gets it. People need someone to blame. I am sick and tired of people telling me I got dumped for another woman. Even if it is true you do not want to hear all the time you were replaced with someone else.
I miss him as my best friend. The problem is I cannot be honest with anyone. He was the only person I could talk honestly about anything. He said I was codependent with him and in time I would be fine. That is not true I was not codependent I was just in love. You cannot forget love.
How can you forget someone that was everything to you? Well you cannot. Even he said I would find someone else and be fine. But how can you replace something irreplaceable? No one gets that you cannot replace something you love. You can find substitutes but nothing will ever be the same. He did not believe me when I told him I cannot replace him. He said I would in time. Well I realized that cannot happen because I can never be honest with anyone, I have so many dark things in my life that I cannot talk about with anyone but him. And now I do not even have that. I guess losing him as my friend is the hardest thing.
When I got home I just had to talk to him and we exchange a few text messages. It felt so good I felt so alive. I miss him so much. He is my soul mate. I believe that when you find your soul mate you do not replace it because there is only one not two nor three.
If you find that one person that completes you, that is your best friend, your best lover you will understand that it is irreplaceable and that no matters how many years pass or people you meet you still want him. So it is true many waters cannot quench love nor can rivers wash it away.